Although I struggle with deep bouts of depression for most of my adult life. It use to completly halt my forward progress with anything, but now I control it, come out feeling better inspite of what my emotions tell me reality is. I use to swing like a pendulum, I dreamed to much, spread myself to thin, only building the stress that leads to my depression. It's a weird kind of love affair between my drive to realize my vision, and the realities on the ground. The realities on the ground are not pleasant, and not where I want to be, so it only pushes me to work to escape its routine grip. So here I stand on the verge of doing everything that I set out to do in 2001, today in 2009/10. I always believed that my break through would come much earlier, but as long as I walk this gracious planet, my dreams and my work will be unionized to create capital.
I love my life, am I a complete weirdo? Absolutely, Positively, but I would have it no other way. I believe sharing is caring, spreading your smile to everyone you see, enjoying time spent with all of our True Blood brother and sisters DnA based. YOu cna not deny it!
ISA
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